FRISTLOVE(?)

Do you believe in first love?
Because I do.

     Some might say, first love is the first person who loved you with all of their heart, their life, and those who'll sacrifice all of theirs for you; it can be your dad or your mom.

     Some might say, first love is the first time you know a boy and you feel comfortable whenever you're with them; such as your first crush in elementary school.

     Some might say, first love is to having your first dog that you're so in love with and you think you're gonna spend all of your time with them.

Dear all of you, there's no right or wrong in interpret what first love is.

But for me, first love is the first person that came into your life and bringing a lot of joy and happiness. This person must not be your first crush when you're in elementary school, but this person is the one who brave enough to put a butterflies in your stomach and a drums in your chest whenever you meet them. This person must be the reason of you're smiles and laughs. This person is the first one you want to meet them all the time, you want to talk with them all the time. This person is the first person you want to tell about everything; the sciences and the theories, the songs, or those people that bring the chaos or the calm to this world. This person is the one you must've be cared about. This person is the one who is willing to waste their time just to talk with you.

But, this person is the same person to the reason of your first teardrops in the middle of the night. This person too who's gonna break your heart into pieces and put it all back in one again.

In the end, this person is still the same person who's bring you all the joy & spread happiness. But this time, their gonna make you feel really painful; it's like they're stab you in your front and back, then leave you all alone.

     But to me,
first love is the first person where you have ever imagine how it feels like to grow old with them, to spend the rest of your life with them."